hi i haven’t been on in forever.

i’m 160lbs.

woo0o0o0o0o

and i have progress pics that i’m going to upload soon, yay. :)

how is everyone?

Yeah I wouldn’t date me either.

fashionhealthy:

hahah self loathing 101. xD

(Source: patroon)

“you’ve gotten thinner.”

not, “you’ve lost weight.” or anything like that. but you’ve gotten thinner. skinnier. 

BEST COMPLIMENT EVER

i brushed my teeth, but my mouth still taste like puke.

tmi

I just made myself throw up.

for the first time ever.

Today, I had eaten chips and salsa, 1/3 of a big mac, fries, coke and a whole pack of sour gummy worms.

I felt so stuffed and disgusting, my stomach HURT so bad.  

it was a horrible nasty experience but I felt so much better after I puked. I’m so glad I could purge some of it up (I know it wasn’t all of it), but some is better then nothing.

I weight either 184 or 186 right now, and i’ve been at this same weight for a long time. I haven’t been watching what I’ve been eating, but I haven’t been gaining either, which is good.

i’m determined to get THINNER. <3

"If I eat at most 1000 calories a day and I do an exercise that is 400-500 calories five times a week, can I lose weight? I want to lose 10-15 lbs. How long should it take?" - meangreenandlean

I would guess in about 1.5-2 weeks, you should be beyond happy, especially if you stick to such a strict routine. Good luck!

"dude! there is no way you're 196 right now! i'm so jealous! we're the same weight and i'm like twice your size haha. you're doing so well! your GW is close to mine :D we can do thissss haha. <3" - bellashakti

idk when you sent this, but i’m actually 186 right now! there’s NO way that you’re twice my size though —- i don’t believe you. :P thank you so much though, you’re so sweet! we definitely CAN do this. :) <3